Have you told Philipp yet? Tonight. Ok. I’m glad I’m not in that situation too. Then make sure it stays that way. Thanks for coming with me. Stop it. You can’t handle it. What? You know what. I don’t feel like talking about it right now. I do. We are worried. I said I don’t want to talk about it. You are prostituting yourself. We haven’t heard anything from you in weeks, and you don’t answer your phone. Don’t get me wrong: I’m happy that you came to me and I’ll always be there for you. But this has to stop! You were lucky today, but how long is this going to go on? Are you doing this regularly? Hmmm? What do they give you? Talk to me. I am not some little, shitty prostitute, Marcel. No? The last time that I checked, prostitutes were the ones getting money for sex. Look at me, when I’m talking to you! I fuck around, so what? You’re not in the position to judge. Fuck around as much as you want, but use a fucking condom. If you and your clients want to do it bare, then at least get a prescription for PrEP. Regardless what you do, do something! I don’t have clients. I just fuck with them, and as a bonus, I get some money, what’s so terrible about that? I saw your last date. You can lie to me as much as you want, but be honest with yourself. You’re going to screw yourself up by doing this. I don’t need people judging me. Especially not you. Have I ever treated you like you were less than me, just because you are HIV positive? No. Then spare me your hypocritical interest in my life. I’m sorry. Sure. Hey. I’m home. Did you buy bread? What’s wrong? I want you to leave! What? Why? Take your shit and leave! You know what? I am sick and tired of this drama. I thought you had your jealousy under control. And I thought you promised me, that you would have no more contact with Raphael. Yeah. And I kept my promise. Even though it’s totally ridiculous. Really? Then why did he thank you for your help, when you supposedly have no more contact with him. Now you’re reading my text messages? Wow… Answer my question! Here, read for yourself! You probably know the PIN too. Answer my question! I ran into him at the train, suggested a doctor to him, and no more Lukas! If you spoke with him you would know that he’s living in Koeln. For a while now. So something like that happens. But you’re so busy, looking for problems in our relationship. The only problem is your fucking jealousy! Get it under control! Hey. Hey. Come in. I’ll get dressed, Would you like something to drink? No thanks. If so, you know where everything is. Looks like nothing’s changed here. Not really. At first I wanted to renovate, because the whole place reminded me of you but… somehow I like it. It does? Of course! I miss you. Me too. But this is still not a good idea. Why not? Because there is a reason that we broke up. Yes… because you cheated on me. Yes. I am so sorry, I didn’t want to hurt you. But you did. I know. You still mean a lot to me. Then just forget what happened. If I can, then you can too. That still doesn’t change anything about the reason. I’m not going to change and neither will you. We could at least try. We already did. But it doesn’t help if we pretend to be someone else. We both deserve someone who accepts us as we are. I will always be there for you. I promise! Say it. Hmm? Say it. What? What you’ve been trying to tell me the whole time. Jeez you are so observant. What? Forget it. It’s nothing. I’m just not sure. Me too. What? On 3, we both say what’s bothering us, ok? Ok. One… Two… Three… I… am… not sure what’s going on here. Sorry. Again. One… Two… Three… I am not gay…
I am HIV positive… Ok. Wow… And I thought I’d lose you due to my status… I was totally off. Straight. Who would’ve thought? I’m sorry. You are who you are. You didn’t get to chose. Just like me. I just don’t understand. Yeah, me neither. I’ve never loved anybody like I love you. It’s just not physically. That’s what you get for wanting someone “straight-acting”. Stupid straight people. Don’t worry. I’ll get over it. But I don’t want to get over it. Sure? Yes! May I join you? Please. Can I buy you a drink? Sure. Two of the same. Thanks. Leave the bottle here. Thanks. My name is Patrick. Jan. Nice name. Not really. Yeah, you’re right. But what should I do? Tell you right away how pretty you are? What else could follow that? True. What else could follow that? Don’t tell me that’s too little. No. That’s enough for the night. We don’t need that long. Follow me, my room is on the third floor. Sorry. How can I have such feelings… and not be gay? Sometimes you just fall in love, with a person. And now? I don’t know. I don’t do that. Just relax. He’s only going to watch. Is it enough distraction? No… He’s a real businessman. That has to be enough. Ok. Lukas? Lukas? You’re not much of a talker, right? What’s your name? Ok. Are you having fun doing this? Because… it doesn’t look that way to me. Don’t get me wrong, it doesn’t matter to Patrick if you have fun or not. But I’ve seen some guys in my days… … and the ones who just lay there… … do that because… … they just put up with it. I don’t understand why you are doing this, but what I do know is… that you are not enjoying it. Because… I’m not enjoying it either. What a surprise, huh? Some old guy is sitting over there, watching his young boyfriend fucking. What a cliche’. You know what… someday you’re going to fall in love and then… you’ll see, everything that you do not to lose someone. Can we go? You go down, I’ll be right there. Just take the money and then stop it. You can stay if you want. You can shower or…. The room has been paid until tomorrow morning. Take your time. Yes? Hello? Honey? The bell rang. Marion? Hi dad.

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